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Talks with Vienna Teng |
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Vienna Teng
Inland Territory
Listen to Vienna on the NPR show Mountainstage from 3-10-2009
Dreaming Through the Noise
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CEV: Most of us were still playing with our toys in the sandbox when we were 5 years old but I was reading that you started playing piano around that time. How was it that you started playing piano that young and how serious was the study at that point? VT: It was pretty normal among the kids I grew up with, actually. Some of them started violin at age 2 or 3. My parents wanted to introduce us to a wide range of things very young, to see where we showed some interest. Apparently I was climbing on piano benches as a toddler, so they figured there must be a natural affinity there. CEV: Were your parents musically inclined and how did they go about encouraging you to develop this talent? Was this something you pursued as a young girl or did you have to be moved in the direction of playing piano at first? VT: My dad learned about five chords on guitar in college, and wrote a few songs for my mom and the kids. My mom sang in a choir for a while. There was a fair amount of singing around the house growing up—nothing complicated, rarely harmonies or even complete songs, but they could both carry a tune, definitely. They've both got lovely voices. As for piano, they signed me up for that along with ballet, drawing lessons, softball, math enrichment. CEV: When was it that you started receiving formal training in music and was it something that you saw the value of right from the start? VT: I had my first piano lesson in September 1983, a bit before my fifth birthday. For a while it was like learning to ride a bicycle—here's how the brakes work, this is how it should feel when the seat's the right height, now practice pedaling while looking ahead. It was all technical, drills to develop muscle memory. I grasped the concepts more quickly than with, say, dance steps, or perspective in pencil drawing, but it was still basic training, just another thing that my parents gave me to do: "Learn this. It's important." About a year later, I was avoiding practice and just messing around at the piano, noticing that the pieces I'd been learning followed certain patterns. Whatever note they started on, they tended also to use the note a fifth above that a lot too. There seemed to be a kind of gravitational pull between the first and fifth. Then there was the fourth, which had a kind of expectant, open color to it. I tried stringing them together in different sequences. Some of them made sense, felt right; others didn't at all. It seemed that every piece of music was a thread that wanted to go in a particular direction, along a particular route. So how did a composer find the right path for a given thread? I started experimenting. I'd cast around until I stumbled on a fragment of something interesting, and then I'd try to tack other things onto it until the whole thing "made sense." Those other things were all borrowed items, of course. I lifted left hand parts from Mozart minuets and stuck them under simple melodies of my own. When my teacher introduced me to the pedals on the piano I put pedaling in a song too. And it evolved like that. It's still pretty much the way I write songs: I discover something, I try to use it. I try to figure what something wants to be. CEV: You started playing the piano quite young but were you just as interested in singing as you were playing the piano? VT: Singing came very naturally to me as a kid—I just did it because it was fun, like climbing trees or making up stories about my stuffed animals. It was part of life in general. I didn't think of myself as a singer then; when I daydreamed, it was about being a composer, conducting premieres of my new symphony or something like that. But I would sing all the time.
VT: You know, a lot of people seem to look at that moment in my story as a a huge shift, something that must have taken a lot of courage. It really wasn't. I mean, I was nervous, sure—the way anyone might gets moving to a new city or starting a new job, facing a lot of uncertainty. But I did it because the pull was undeniable, and had been for years; I'd been laying groundwork to make that leap since my sophomore year of college. I knew I wouldn't be happy with myself if I didn't give it a shot. Also, there weren't any real consequences if it didn't go well; I could always go back to grad school, or apply for another software position, or whatever. My friends thought it was great. My family knew that music was important to me, so even if they didn't really understand it, and worried about the long odds of success, they knew I had to do it, so they gave their support however they could. CEV: Once you stepped away from the security of a corporate job were you exhilarated at the freedom to pursue your music full time or wondering what you needed to do next and if it would be enough to live on? VT: It was exhilarating to know I'd committed to that path, but mostly it was stressful. I'm not the most self-disciplined person in the world, and suddenly I was my own boss, and a lot of the work then was purely business, not much focus on developing as a musician per se. I was terrible at being my own manager, my own booking agent; I dreaded the tasks when I woke up each morning. But I forced myself to do them because I knew it wasn't going to happen any other way. CEV: I read that your influences are mostly from the 70’s era of folk music. Was this because that is what you listened to growing up or was there something about the style of those songs, the lyrics and the vocals that you wanted to make part of your own music? Do you think that if you had grown up listening to say music from the 90’s that would have changed who you are musically or would you still have found your way back to the 70’s? VT: That was mostly circumstance, I think. I only really began seeking out music on my own in college; before that it was my parents' collection, Disney movies and whatever was on lite-rock FM radio. So I was steeped in ballads for the first eighteen years of my life. Delicate songs with storytelling lyrics, earnest and heartfelt things. I wander away from that territory now and again, but I always come back home. I think my voice also has something to do with it—I'm not a powerful pop singer, my voice doesn't have many quirks or prickly edges, no wry irony or sexy purr to it. It's a small, clean instrument. It's just built for the kind of music I grew up listening to.
CEV: I found it refreshing to read a quote from you about your musical process, “These days I'm influenced by whoever intimidates me. I hear them, I'm astounded by them, I think daily about quitting music because I'll never be able to do it as well as they do. Then I try to steal from them without imitating. A tricky thing.” Tell me how it is that you go about listening to and absorbing the music that you are amazed by and how you are able to make that music your own without being derivative or imitative? VT: The only trick I know for avoiding the derivative trap is to look far afield from where you are. I will never be mistaken for Dolly Parton, or Antonio Carlos Jobim, or Radiohead or Kanye West. But I borrow a little from all of them, and it's hard to tell because it's gone through so many filters. As for artists who're closer to my tribe—Sara Bareilles, say, or Regina Spektor, both amazing piano-playing songwriters—I admire them, and love their music, but I do have to be more careful about imitating them without meaning to. CEV: Where do your songs (music & lyrics) come from? Are they from personal experience or just observing the world around you? Is it difficult to write personal songs and then sing them in front of audiences knowing that you are revealing aspects of yourself that aren’t always obvious to the casual observer? VT: Even I don't know where they come from when I'm writing them, half the time. It's an odd process, a combination of voodoo and technical craftwork. The initial seed always feels like discovery more than creation, unearthing something that's already there. And the rest of it is manual labor. Sifting through fragments, nudging syllables into position, singing a single line over and over for days to figure out what's wrong with it. Often the sources of it all aren't clear until I dissect the finished song: "Oh, that's from my conversation with Steven three months ago, and that New York Times article I read, and I was listening to that Patty Griffin album." Once in a while I write a song deliberately—I call them Idea songs, where I start with what I want to say and construct the music and lyrics from there. They usually take the longest. I've done more and more of those lately, which maybe means I'm developing my craft a bit...but damn is it a lot of work! As for revealing the personal: I've never had a problem sharing emotions and events that I put into songs. That's why I put them into songs in the first place—I'm hoping that in that form, they'll cut through the small-talk layers and resonate somewhere deep down in another person. I can only write about things that I'm ready to share, things I've thought through enough to shape them into words and sound. CEV: You said once that why you went into music in the first place was to try and write the music you wanted to hear. My first question is what is it that you want to hear in music and how do you translate that into new songs that you are writing? VT: I want to hear music that's adventurous, but that still has a kind of elegance and warmth to it. Something both familiar and surprising. I want words that flow and whose meaning maybe escapes you on the first few listens, but that reward you when you do focus on them. That's what delights me in the music I love most, and that's what I strive for when I'm writing. I don't know how often I succeed, to be honest. I don't usually want to hear my own music unless I'm working on it, or performing it. CEV: Tell me about your first CD and how it felt to have your music out there in the public forum for listeners to hear and to comment on. Was this an encouraging experience when it came to motivating you to move your career forward and look to the next release? VT: I was so grateful that things came together so quickly with Waking Hour. I got a lot of lucky breaks early on, which made touring and recording and generally an existence as a full-time musician an easy assumption. We'd found my audience. I could stop worrying about how we were going to things off the ground—it was already in the air, and all I had to do was figure out how to take it higher.
CEV: How do you deal with all of the peripheral activities that are associated with promoting your music such as the photo shoots or making the videos, or doing endless interviews etc. Is this simply a part of the choice you made when you chose to be a performer? VT: I don't mind most of the peripheral stuff. I wish I were better at it—I'm not a natural in front of the camera, and a lot of my interviews strike me as dull when I hear them back. But none of it is a burden. I learn a lot from those experiences. Photography and videography and music journalism are art forms too, and I enjoy collaborating with anyone who's good at what they do. CEV: Has your Taiwanese heritage played a part in your compositions and the styles that you write in? VT: Whenever my parents listen to new songs of mine, it's always about the melody. "That one's good—the melody's nice," or "I don't hear a memorable melody here." Their favorite Mandarin pop songs all have strong vocal lines. Maybe that criteria of parental approval has some subconscious influence on my writing; I don't know. I think the well I draw from is pretty American/European overall. CEV: You’ve appeared on quite a few national shows but tell me about your experience of performing on the Letterman show and how that brought you to a very large national audience. Did this make your name a little more recognizable to listeners all over the country? VT: Here's the funny thing about this life: you really don't know what's going on out there, so far as people's perception of you. You can do research—scour blogs and comments online, look at sales reports—but it's hard to say how awareness and popularity develop exactly. I was pretty green when I played Letterman; I'd never performed for more than a hundred people at that point, much less gone on a well-known syndicated TV show. I stuffed myself with as much bravado as I could manage, and pulled it off OK. I don't know how many people remember me from that one night; if they do, they probably remember a girl who looked thrilled to be there and played her song a little too fast, and nearly missed Dave coming over to say congratulations when it was over. I'd love another shot at it now, six years later. CEV: How do you feel about your live performances? Is doing your music live something you look forward to after you have written a bunch of new songs that you want to share? VT: The immediacy of playing live is addictive, for sure. I love feeling the audience's energy. The stage is usually a comfortable place for me—I like creating something together with a roomful of people, showing them how the songs they care about are in fact living, evolving creatures. But I'm currently at a point where I'm dissatisfied with myself as a performer...I want to play different instruments, get my chops up so my band can be more spontaneous, lose myself entirely in the moment when I'm playing. I'd like to thrill and entertain and provoke thought in people. There's a little bit of that in the shows now, but there's so much further to go. It's that "queer, divine dissatisfaction" that Martha Graham talked about, I guess. CEV: Where are you headed next with your music? Are you still feeling the pull to keep moving in new directions? How will you get there? VT: I have a new album coming out next year (2009); we're just finishing up recording it now. When I was writing the songs for it, they seemed to separate into three distinct groups, which was interesting. One is more rock: drums, guitars, a little grit, and the lyrics are more grandiose in scope. Another is a kind of chamber-pop song cycle about a relationship, from giddy to despondent to resignation and cautious hope. And the third is a handful of folk songs about family and family history. It's a pretty sprawling project, the most complex album I've ever made. One of my bandmates and close friends, Alex Wong, is producing it with me, and a lot of musicians we admire and collaborate with are on it. I'm sort of terrified for it to come out, because I'm so excited and proud of how it's shaping up, which is always a vulnerable place for your ego to be. CEV: Watching your EPK for Inland Territory you mention that the album name comes from the idea of setting out to explore new areas similar to looking at a map and plotting out a journey. Do you see Inland Territory as exploring new horizons in terms of your own music, your life and what you expect from yourself? Will your fans see you as stepping out from your comfort zone on this album and will they see some new sides to Vienna Teng that hadn't been out there on display before? thought: reframe everyday experience so you can see that
it's precious, sacred even. Then when we
were sequencing the album we realized that all the songs are about that, in a
way, and The Last Snowfall was the one that said it most directly. I had particular singers in mind as soon as it was finished, all of them songwriters as well: Noe Venable, who has this wonderfully wise sound to her voice; Odessa Chen, an ethereal soprano; and Ari Hest, with his warm, resonant baritone. Alex had the idea of recording us all live in a church, which was a lot of fun. VT: Definitely. The little church where we did The Last Snowfall was warm and full of light, which is how we wanted the song to sound. All the history and vitality of that old Victorian house where we recorded Grandmother Song and In Another Life—I think you can hear that energy in the performances. Some of the studio settings made a difference too. I recorded the vocals for Watershed by myself, in pitch darkness, at Alex's place in Brooklyn, which was the only way I could do something ridiculous like singing from an entire planet's point of view.
That's what I've learned: you have to ask the songs what they want to become, and do your best to carry out their answer. CEV: And with that I want to thank you for working on this interview when you could find the time while you were out on the road and for sharing with the readers of CEV your thoughts about your career in general and especially about your latest release Inland Territory. Great having you be a part of Cutting Edge Voices. Good luck and may each of your new projects be an exploration of new musical territories.
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